Does anyone hear me?

I totally forgot about livejournal... until my exceptional friend Emily reminded me of it.

Apparently, it is still here.

I may use it more often, so there's a little warning for ya'll.

Current Mood: calm

i wish myspace didnt suck balls lately.

i drove around aimlessly for hours. i miss last summer at the franklin house. we had some really fun times sitting on that godforsaken porch drinking cheap wine and having good laughs.

was that the last summer of our college experience, being truely care free and just plain having fun?

i hope not, but man, was it good.


i miss you guys.

I'm having a really tough time today. Moving home is going to be harder than I had originally thought. Maybe it's because I'm scared of going back into the old routine. Maybe because things wont be the same as they were when I left. Maybe I've changed and I wont realize it until I get back. I just don't know what the hell is going on in my head today. I'm tired of being upset at everything. I feel constantly on edge with everyone who looks at me the wrong way. The City wore on me faster than I had planned. The wide eye glaze that takes over your stare when you first move here is gone with me, and I find myself just mad. Walking face down starting a cement wherever I am and hoping I dont have to deal with some shitbag whistling at me and trying to get my attention. I'm mad at the people who use their horn too much, mad at the people who stare, mad at the people who comment, mad at the people who try to shove things papers in my hand everywhere I go, and I don't even live in a touristy area.

I think I'm mad about coming home in general. Mad about being here, but mad about coming home. I'm just mad. I don't know if I'm coming home for the right reasons. Part of me wants to live this crazy lifestyle that consumed me over the past month, and part of me knows if I do, I might never come back to michigan and finish school, and even wrose, loose myself and everything I've stood for. Everything here is crazy. just crazy. I need to suck it up.

I'll be home friday.

ugh.

The View from Jon's Apt on 3rd Ave.

Wine in Union Square

Matt!! --Queens Beach


Massive Storm over the beach in Queens...




waiting for the train...

Hanging with the Matt's Yesterday. Great company, great art show, and free PBR. Made the rain that we hadto fight through not as bad once we got there.

Hey guys, im leaving.


don't miss me too much.


come to the bird and get a beer tonight around 8ish if you want to say bye :)

Can someone come do my dishes?

thanks.

I'm leaving in 11 days. i suggest if you want to see my sorry ass before i go, call me.

989 600 0107.

k, bye.

worst feeling ever:

sitting in class and hearing that term paper is due that day, you have no clue, nor have you even started the paper.

best feeling ever:

getting the paper done in 3 hours, proofreading, and then going to get wasted after you turn it in to your profs office on that same day.